MOTHERHOOD AND MAKING

PORTRAITS in LOCKDOWN

 

Portraits of Mother Artists in the UK and overseas captured remotely using FaceTime and social distancing during the Covid-19 pandemic lockdown 2020.

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Helen Sargeant

Mother and Visual Artist, West Yorkshire

I am a visual artist who makes work about the Maternal Subject. I am currently producing Maternal Art Magazine (MAM), a creative response by 20 artists to the COVID-19 crisis and have set up Maternal Art, a project that seeks to connect and provide critical, professional and emotional support for artist / mothers from around the world. In Lockdown, honest answer - I’ve been cooking, cuddling cats, sleeping in a tent in the garden and trying to be creative and work and stay sane during the crisis...
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Pamela Ramirez

Mother and Seamstress, Devon

I started creating reusable products with the purpose of making a difference, thinking about the future of all children in the world. I use Natural EcoMaterials and reuse natural fabrics giving them a second life. At the moment I am creating sanitary products; makeup removal, sanitary pads, breast pads, etc. as part of my online business Onda Exeter. I hope my work supports more people to make a difference in the world.

I was already into zero waste but this lockdown make me realise more and more about what is really important in life. More than ever I appreciated my family, the life I am living, Mother Nature and all the other blessings that I cannot buy. As a mother I can see more clearly what I want to transmit to my child. This lockdown is teaching me lots of things which I am very grateful for.
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Margaret O'Brien

Mother, Artist, Researcher, PhD candidate, University Lecturer, Liverpool / Dublin

I work with large scale immersive installation using various combinations of sculpture, kinetics, sound and moving image. This way of working is not sustainable with a small child and I am trying to develop more low key, immediate and continuous processes.

We had moved into a new house two weeks before lockdown. My partner is a key worker and out each day. I am home every day with my boisterous 4 year old boy and our greyhound. As I returned to work when my child was just 4 months old, the lockdown time has been like a second opportunity at maternity leave. This time with my child is especially poignant as my own mother has been in hospital all throughout lockdown and is not allowed visitors. It has also been an intense time as my little boy and I have been alone together all day every day while my partner is at work. We have shared the extremes of laughter and bonding along with mounting frustration towards one another and the situation. Nature and our daily walks have provided both wonder and relief and we have both developed a big love of snails!
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Lottie Bolster

Mother to be, Artist and Scientist, London/Devon

My art work is about sharing peoples’ stories often with the intent of challenging preconceptions. I’m currently embroidering women’s stories of pregnancy and new motherhood in the pandemic, but when not in lock down I work a lot with etching.

I usually live in London, but during lockdown my husband and I have moved in with my parents into my childhood home in Torquay. I have spent many hours sewing in my parents’ dining room and wearing wetsuits as our morning sea swim has been getting me through this time.
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Nomi McLeod

Mother and Illustrator, Devon

I am a self taught illustrator with a special interest in the esoteric. One of my recent projects was creating a 23 card oracle deck which I successfully crowd-funded and produced. I worked on the drawings for just over a year in any spare moment I had, whilst simultaneously caring for my children. With my work I want to draw people’s attention to our relationship with the living world, as well as our relationships to our inner landscapes and each other.

I have a 6 year old daughter and 3 year old twins. During lockdown my partner has been working full time, so I’ve been alone with our children. In these portraits I wanted to communicate the near impossibility of pursuing my work and creative practice, whilst also exploring all the ways in which me and the kids create together.
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Dora Napolitano

Mother and Textile Artist, Mexico City

My making is with reused fabric and I run a small recycled fabric initiative in the city, teaching up cycling, mending and craftivism. Obviously all workshops were suspended initially and since July have been online. So now we’re extra specially busy, filming and editing short demonstrations that would be hard to show live. Through lockdown (which continues in Mexico) I have been living in our flat with my husband and 4 children, ages 11-19. The Summer holidays have been basically non-existent, nowhere to go and no-one visiting, and school starts again online in mid August.

I confess home schooling and lack of alone time were my defining issues when we took these pictures. I’d tried sitting in the middle of the schoolers and mending or embroidering but sometimes I just want to be on my own with the sewing machine! We have done a few nice projects with the children, making cushions for a new bored corner and things like that but sometimes the unfinished projects seem overwhelming…. Although complaining seems out of place, when some people are having a much worse time of it.
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Amy Fix

Mother and Botanical and Wildlife Artist, Maryland USA

I am a botanical and wildlife artist with an MFA in painting. I switched from acrylics and oils to charcoal when my son was born. From helping make the charcoal to hanging art and attending shows, my son continues to be involved in my creative practice behind the scenes. As we push forward, I am looking for ways to better integrate my family and creative life.

During lockdown I have been at home with my toddler while my spouse has continued his essential work. This portrait reflects my identity as a mother and artist and some of the conflicts between the two. My studio is scattered with children’s toys from my young child playing as I create. Small dusty hands and feet explore while I make a few last marks before redirecting my energy away from my creative practice.
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Holly Ebony

Mother and Singer/Songwriter, Devon

My home offers very limited interior range, being set in a converted truck and caravan and cohabited with my six year old daughter and her daddy, but we do enjoy access to plenty of outdoor space (thank all things sacred), which has been an absolute lifeline during lockdown.

My making has its focus in singing and song-writing, particularly connecting with wildness, our innate nature and savouring the land and Earth. I run Wild Birds Singing, a woodland family singing group, The Feral Chorus, a nature connected unchoir and perform as a singer song writer. I’ve been experimenting offering all of these creative facets online through lockdown with varying degrees of success and have discovered a surprising degree of connection and reciprocal value to be found within the digital sphere.

In my portraits I was interested in exploring the juxtaposition between our wildness and restriction, the great outdoors and incarceration, connection, crowding and loneliness, being touched out and demanded of but simultaneously undernourished socially. As I strive to compose this articulation of my experience my daughter is trying to wrench off my arm and shouting “see-saw”.
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Independent artist-researcher, co-parenting Eole, Coventry

I am an independant artist-researcher who use their identities as a Black non-binary co-parent to find, make and collect new routes and forms to/of knowledge creation and sharing.

I most frequently use performance arts, moving images, installations and poetry to contribute to decolonising spaces by creating new assemblages of body/thing/space to address power imbalances.

During lockdown I have learnt to co-habit, co-co-work, and co-create with Eole 15 month old. In the first two weeks, Eole and I embarked on a home-based art residency. As our first artistic collaboration it challenged our learning development of one another. During this time my partner Jb has been working full-time outside, while the rest of our collective disrupted the use of private space at “home”.
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Sylvia Ferreira

Mother and Dance Artist / Activist, London/Portugal

I am on maternity leave but continuing to make and teach dance online in quarantine, creating workshops, classes, choreographies. I try to include my 8 month old son in all of these modes of working.

For lockdown we have been living in our London flat but soon will be traveling by car to Denmark then to Portugal to stay on my family’s farms. In my portrait I wanted to explore my need for space! Physically and mentally.
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Sophie Blinstrub

Mother, Artist and Art Teacher, Devon

I’m on maternity leave from my job as an college art teacher. I love working with clay and mixed media in my own artistic practice. I started journaling as part of the MWM Devon’s ‘Maternal Journal’ programme in March, and now I journal every day. My daughter has also started her own journal too, which has been a nice way to discuss our feelings.

Lockdown has been difficult for us as my son is only just 4 months old- it has been hard not to see family and friends and I feel he is growing so much! Expressing myself through my art has always really helped my mental health. Especially since losing my dad last year and my younger brother 7 years ago. My daughter started making an ‘egg factory’ at Easter using any junk modelling she could get her hands on. As lockdown progressed, it got bigger and more elaborately decorated. Each box became a ‘room’ or a shrine to someone or something. It got me thinking a lot about life and death, how we were all stuck in our houses during lockdown as if ‘boxed’, and we leave this life in a coffin box too. For us, lockdown became one of our most creative times together and a chance to talk and remember my dad and brother.
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Liz Richardson

Mother, Theatre Maker and Actor, Peak District

I am currently writing my next commissioned show ‘Swim’ and am 5 months pregnant. I struggle with fatigue with a condition, so some days I spend watching clouds and trees from out of my ‘sick bed’ whilst I try and write. But active days are spent on the desolate fells with my daughter. We play make believe Hotel in an old quarry. We build cairns. We dip in the river. There are two physical extremes to our lockdown. Some days are spent looking through old baby things and my daughter uses them on her dollies whilst I work. On weekends we all cook together and sit out the front of our cottage to wave at the people going for walks on the lane. We like the conversation! I also get ‘me’ time when my husband takes the dog and kid out for an adventure and I get to switch off- currently found in colouring in a wild swimming colouring-in book to make up for the lack of being able to do much wild swimming at the moment!
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Iola Weir

Mother and Visual Artist, Devon

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My career as a visual artist extends over 20 years , where I have worked closely with communities and for leading arts organisations all over the UK and internationally on spectacular productions , carnivals and celebratory projects. I make giant puppets , structural costumes , headpieces and wings ... and I am passionate about passing on these skills to people who would like them, as well as making creative opportunities to build women’s resilience and enhance their wellbeing.

I live in a shared house , my children stay with me on weekends and some weekdays . I have a studio I have been able to work from. During lockdown I have met over 200 people, mostly women locally, who have offered to help make scrubs - a need that emerged from the emergency. The truth is most of us have been working alone , in our homes , but together -and without them I would have not been able to realise our true potential. A few of us have had to work together physically to make the job easier on us all- for example , when cutting hundreds of metres of fabric. My children have been part of this process - at the workshop, helping me assemble kits ready to go out.
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Vanessa Marr

Mother, Artist, Designer, University Lecturer and PhD Candidate, East Sussex

I have a strong connection to my domestic space, which manifests in my use of the duster as a catalyst for creative and personal expression. Home is the focus of my study and the hub of my creativity. Making happens in and around family life as I don’t have a studio - while the dinner cooks, watching TV and usually spreads all over the room on a weekend afternoon! The hub of this creativity is our sunny conservatory, attached to our kitchen, in which the sewing machine has taken up permanent residence, along with piles of fabric and half-finished projects, which leak into the rest of the house.

Lockdown in our house has been all about making. My youngest daughter (aged 12) is currently up-cycling her wardrobe and two of my older daughters, who returned home for the duration, rediscovered their love for making in renewed time spent at home. One has been busy making cushions for a new flat (designed by me, embroidered by her) and making countless bags. Both have painted their leather jackets with collaborative designs.

I always have several projects on the go, which currently includes a lot of crochet and embroidery. My teaching and professional background is in graphic design but my artistic practice and focus of my academic study and research is textiles based. My making at home is all about some form of stitching, which I am passionate about. I love to make in every opportunity that presents itself.
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Lizzy Humber

Mother, Artist, Performer, Facilitator, Producer and Co-Artistic Director Mothers Who Make, Devon

The last few months have been about adapting, change, birthing new ideas and new bodies. When the lockdown happened I was in the middle of producing a year long project supporting artistic opportunities for mothers in Devon. So suddenly there was so much to reorganise, rethink. Somehow I adapted the projects and dreamt up new ones responding to our new normal - I have been enjoying learning so much so fast.

But I have been consumed with making it happen, my body held so much tension, fear, grief. The simple joy of playfulness, daily kitchen table art, baking and bird watching with my 4 year old daughter has been such a gift and it helps keep me present in my body.

I am now 16 weeks pregnant, nothing fits any more, I’m coming to terms with not being able to run due to the daily sickness. But I am finally able to exhale. After my first scan, having lost a baby 2 years ago, I cried for the first time in 2 years, when the sonographer said “and there is the baby’s heart beat”. I let it all go in that dark room.
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Matilda Leyser

Mother, Writer, Theatre Maker, Associate Director with Improbable and Co-Artistic Director of Mothers Who Make, East Sussex

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I am writing a novel. During lockdown I have done all my writing on the children’s bedroom floor - I had to move off the desk in my bedroom to make room for my husband’s work. He would not usually work from here but, for the last three months, he has had to run a theatre company from within our small domestic space. We live in a little house and there have been 5 of us in it: two children, my husband, my mother (granny!) and me.

Our entire family is sometimes on different screens (iPads, phones, computers, kindles), or I am attempting to get the children dressed and tooth-brushed at 4pm in the afternoon - our lockdown life has been chaotic and unruly, as we attempt to sustain our creative work and muddle along altogether. My son is on the spectrum and can become very aggressive when he is distressed, so we have had to learn how to respond creatively to him. We have had many fights during lockdown, some playful, some not so much! It’s important to stage our fights well - lightsabers, swords, shields, broom handles are standard props in our lives at present.
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A Creative Note:

When I reflect on where we started 6 months ago, to where we are now – the world has changed and with it our lens. This project was initially intended to be intimate portraits of mothering and making in Devon, UK, a chance to make visible how women navigate the dual roles in my local area. I had asked Viola Depcik, a local photographer and mother, to visit mothers/people who birth in their homes and artistic workspaces. However when the lockdown was enforced at the end of March 2020 in the UK, I didn’t know when it might be safe or even permitted to realise the project in this way. But more importantly, it felt urgent to capture the stories and experiences of mothering and making in these unprecedented times - as a piece of social herstory. I wanted to understand the experiences of mothers being confined to the domestic space, in spending 24 hours a day with their families or in being disconnected from their support network. What happens when we loose childcare, structure, income – how do we express and embody the identities of mother and maker?

Viola and I discussed various approaches from doorstep photoshoots or images through windows. But we both felt most excited by the challenge and logistics of taking images remotely using FaceTime. Suddenly the scope of possibilities and geographic reach opened a window for us. It has been hugely rewarding to explore this new medium, and for the project to still be made in Devon. Viola has had to find ways of directing virtually, using a camera she is not holding, whilst being in charge of capturing the images by being the one to press click on her device. Her process has become collaborative in a whole new way and has opened up possibilities for us both. We are both immensely proud of what we have managed to achieve with a camera phone.

Once the lockdown rules eased we were able to capture a few portraits in person, observing social distancing for a some of the mother artists based in Devon (Lottie Bolster, Iola Wier, Holly Ebony and me). We only did this where there were barriers to taking part - for example signal issues outside in rural Devon or no access to an Apple device. As we could not safely travel further, there were a few mother/artist stories we sadly did not capture.

It has been a complete privilege to work with the mother artists in this exhibition and the wonderful Viola Depcik. In the future we hope this exhibition will tour to physical art spaces and even domestic spaces. But it felt right to reflect how we currently connect – so our first exhibition is virtual.
— Lizzy Humber, Co-Artistic Director Mothers Who Make
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Lizzy Humber (Image Viola Depcik)

 
Using facetime I was able to ‘step’ into women’s lockdown life and capture their stories. I only managed to do this thanks to the great engagement of the participants themselves, their partners/husbands and whole lot of tape and books, mugs and stools to support the phone camera. It was a great, great adventure that turned my experience of lockdown into a creative affair. The process itself gave me great joy and connection to many incredible mum/creators and let me go beyond traditional photographic medium.
— Viola Depcik (Photographer / Mother)
Viola Depcik

Viola Depcik

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Credits

Photographer and Art Direction: Viola Depcik 

Producer and Art Direction: Lizzy Humber as part of Mothers Who Make Devon pilot.

Supporting Direction: Matilda Leyser

FaceTime Camera support from partners, children and sticking tape holding phones to walls and ceilings.

Made in collaboration with 17 Mother Artists in June 2020.

Image Copyright: Mothers Who Make and Viola Depcik

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About us

Mothers Who Make (MWM) is an artist led movement led by Matilda Leyser and Lizzy Humber. We aim to address how motherhood impacts the lives, expectations & identities of women, UK & worldwide. We want to reverse the current trend: instead of women dropping out of the arts on becoming mothers we support them to continue their creative practice alongside motherhood, and for their experiences to nourish and inform the cultural landscape. We do this through a combination of peer support and artistic practice.

Mothers Who Make Devon is a new artistic programme led by Lizzy Humber, that responds directly to a lack of provision for artists who are mothers, & uses an artist's lens to better support maternal mental wellbeing & the value of motherhood in Devon. 

Please get in touch if you would like to know more or share your reflections or comments about our work: lizzy [at] motherswhomake.org. If you would like to support our inter/national movement, why not join our Matronage scheme by donating £1-10 per month to support us to make more work like this.